| Jesus is my Jedi |
[05 Oct 2005|02:28pm] |
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| Fuck Halloween |
[03 Oct 2005|03:28pm] |
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I hate halloween. It's a stupid fucking reason to dress up and get drunk. If people were really cool they'd make Halloween everyday and drink because they like to, not because it's the only way they can enjoy themselves, because they're so inhibited otherwise. Halloween masks hide that we are humans, and drinking masks that we actually have feelings.
"You're still hiding in a mask
You take your fun seriously
No, don't blow this year's chance
Tomorrow your mold goes back on
After Halloween
You go to work today
You'll go to work tomorrow
Shitfaced tonight
You'll brag about it for months
Remember what I did
Remember what I was
Back on Halloween
But what's in between
Where are your ideas
You sit around and dream
For next Halloween"
Jello couldn't have said it better. I never used to "dress up" for halloween but something simple so I could get candy. Once I got older and my thyroid hormones got more and more out of whack I stopped "celebrating" halloween completely. (Unless it were Devil's night, <3 Melanie) Being constantly fatigued from my medicine and pretty fucking cynical I didn't go for that shit.
So, fuck halloween, it's a stupid excuse to get drunk like every other "holiday". The word one meaning Holy Day now just means time off from work, and sometimes not even that.
As for dressing up, I do that shit everyday. Sadly, it freaks my mom out sometimes, so I wash off the make up before she gets home. The other day I was a dead hooker. I don't have a good chance to take a picture, but I'd like to lay on a river bank in the outfit for a picture sometime.
An other thing I'd like to be for a picture or a party is a dead play boy bunny. Basically anything normally really pretty, but dead. Get some of those cut fishnets, that sequined tube top bustier, the ears and some chunky clear high heels. Then I'd put blood where the tail is supposed to be, tear one ear off, bend the other, do the make up for a slit throat, and smear all the make up.
I was thinking to go as a preppy for halloween, because it's a good chance to be something you never would be otherwise. Or maybe a male preacher. I'd stuff my underpants and everything. I've been putting socks in my tight pants to see how it looks. I don't want a wang anytime soon, but it looks pretty awesome.
I like Horror. Just like any other Hot Topic bitch, but I want to get serious about it. I don't like your teenage non-virgin killer. I like your shower stabber, your lady strangler, and everybody's favourite mind fuck.
GO CHICKS WITH DICKS. HURRAY!
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| I think to afford it all I will need 12 jobs. |
[25 Sep 2005|03:53pm] |
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Rudimentary Peni - Radio Schizo |
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Texas Vamps, Lords of the New Church, The Bolshoi, The Vanishing, The Cult, Black Ice, UK Decay, Duran Duran, Sisters of Mercy, Samhain, Nina Hagen, Bauhaus, Christian Death, Siouxsie & The Banshees, Death in June, Leonard Cohen, Killing Joke, New Order, Placebo, Rudimentary Peni, PIL, The Meteors, Batmobile, Necromantix, Frank the Baptist, Penis Flytrap, Klingonz, Astro Zombies, The Wipers, The Pillows, The Toasters...
(Added: Leningrad Sandwich and A Spectre is Haunting Europe)
And a lot more.
I've fallen in love with all these bands. I had heard of a large chunk of them before, but after listening to Ghoul School radio constantly, I'm addicted. Now, I already liked things like Alien Sex Fiend, TSOL, the Damned, GBH, The Misfits, Dead Kennedys, Joy Division and Iggy Pop (among other things I'm forgetting), but my tastes have refined more. Not so much techno anymore (Down to none, lately) and a lot more deathrock, new wave, and punk. Rockabilly is so-so for me. I definitely like the way a guy looks with the whole style, but I can't stand that Betty Page(sp?) shit. I think I forgot my favourite rockabilly band in there, but I seriously can't remember anything right now.
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| I checked my email today. |
[08 Sep 2005|04:16pm] |
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The Ruts - It Was Cold |
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I check my hotmail about every 5 months. Today I checked it.
From : Luke Skaggs <bloodsucking_clowns1@hotmail.com>
Sent : Thursday, March 31, 2005 10:58 PM
To : kimqotsa@hotmail.com
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kim pleaz dont be mad at me anymore its heartin my heart because i love so much you my motherfuckin bich no more mad
I LOVE YOU GOD DAMN IT
I don't think I quite comprehend it. Does anybody? Are there deeper implications to this email? I'm pretty sure I'm kind of late to return it. March 31?!! I don't even remember what went on then. Come to think of it, I can't remember what I did yesterday. Wtf.
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| Bitches |
[27 Aug 2005|08:17pm] |
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I'm back. I love the name Saabisu, and I'll keep it and all, but I missed this journal. I think I'm just going insane though.
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| Charge Hard and Squeeze Tight |
[11 Apr 2005|06:07am] |
I'm deleting this in 24 hours. Unless I don't have 2nd hour for some odd reason next year.
Btw, I bid on This just now.
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| Sick Shit |
[09 Apr 2005|12:03pm] |
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 Pirate! |
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Dead Kennedys - "Too drunk to fuck" |
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My grandpa asked my sister if I was gay. Then when her reply was no, he made her confirm it by asking about my boyfriend. Goddamit, he's my boyfriend, and he's a boy. Even if I was gay, what would it matter? Christ.
( thinger stole from mel's journal )
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| Fuck the kkk |
[29 Mar 2005|03:11pm] |
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Mr. Bungle - "Girls of Porn" |
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Yesterday I saw the movie Versus, good shit, yo. No real plot development, but I'll forgive because everyone died and even better, they became zombies, and even better they had guns. Any crazy mother fucker who burys somebody in the Forest Of Ressurection with a gun on them is awesome/stupid.
Holy animorphs, I just changed my GUI and it's beautiful. I was being cynical about changing it, but now I am glad I did.
So I was in my gas form, which can be complicated, especially coming from liquid form on a cool day, but there was no breeze out so why not? Once I get into my gas form I usually stretch out and test the winds and see what I can do. Today was perfect, I could completely dissapate without any extra pressure and because it's warmer, but not too warm, there was a convection-like happening with the air and little pockets of bad gas just hovered in one place, easy to avoid.
I flew all around, wrapped around warm things and took off like crazy in one condensed pocket, to slow down I would just spread out a little and go low. At this point I had gotten pretty skilled at being in this form, nothing better than self control. First the body, then the mind.
( typical email conversation between Rob and me )
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| This rocks! |
[27 Mar 2005|12:41pm] |
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H.u.r.t - "Kill Me" |
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I love Haikus. This one is awesome, taken right from my journal.
I love you Melanie Ross, save me a cigar.
How do you like your caulk?
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| So this is what a life is like... |
[15 Mar 2005|10:58pm] |
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 Famish, daahling! (tired too) |
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Bile - "Legion" |
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So I have a life temporarily. But does it keep me from my livejournal? I don't think so.
I'm vaposapien on vampirefreaks.com.
I'm now also creating a stock account for dA. Conforming ain't so bad. It's a lot of work though. Being an individual for me just consisted of sitting on my lazy ass and saying how cool I was. Now I gotta be cool with the rest of the pack, that means running, eating regularly, and ... umm, whatever else they do which I wouldn't know because when everyone starts chatting I take out a book and sit in a well-lit corner.
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| Ground Control to Major Tom |
[14 Mar 2005|06:13am] |
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Testing, testing, testicles.
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[13 Mar 2005|02:32pm] |
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*poke* |
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Firewerk - "Work" |
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I love you, I live you, I eat you alive.
I think that whole Cambodian thing has logic. BACK TO THE COUNTRY WE GO. but I am not going to kill you because you resist, but because I feel like it. mmm.
I should shower. and take pictures. It's pretty as fuck out. (Fuck is indeed pretty)
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[07 Mar 2005|10:09pm] |
Oh, gord, there goes my tummy, fluttering away.
NOW ON TO CALL MELANIE!!!
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